Ildjarn: vegan ambient black metal (ex-Emperor, ex-thou shalt suffer)

I'm a vegan myself. I became vegan when I was 17, I'm now 30. I never touch anything with milk in it, meat, fish, whatever. I respect animals, and consider them worthy of life. Humans, on the other hand... I think my misanthropy is to a large extent a result of the disrespect towards animals seen among filth of the human race. Still, of course I hate them for other reasons as well. I'm not one of those who hate just because of a bad childhood. I had the perfect childhood, being very often on my own, exploring. I also had many friends being a child, but at some time I realized that friendship actually doesn't exist. Sure, you can respect someone, but friendship? I don't think so. About recycling, I'm careful about littering, but it's just because of the animals. I actually don't care about the planet, animals are in hell, anyway. I confess that I'm a bit confused as to how I should explain this. Anyway, I follow my conscience, which is my guiding star through life and, eventually, death.